Breathe Deeply.

This weekend was an absolute amazing blur. I couldn’t be happier right now. Seany and I definitely had a much needed mini vacation! Saturday night after he got off work we drove to Raleigh and met up with some of my girlfriends downtown. I was a little worried about him being the only guy, but it was wonderful! One of my girls just got dumped by her boyfriend of 4 years, completely out of the blue! So we gave her the goal to get 2 numbers Saturday night. Sean totally stepped up and was a pretty efficient wingman for her! I was really impressed. He saved her from duchebags and found her a guy to take home, hahaha. He also stepped up and took good care of drunk silly me :) He’s amazing. So we stayed in Raleigh at a hotel. We were supposed to go to a wedding Sunday, but with the weather and everything, we decided not to go. So half of Sunday was spent wrapped up in bed being lazy and stufffffff, lol. We went around Raleigh for lunch and some shopping and then headed back to his apartment. On the way back, we stopped at this best friend’s house and ate dinner with him and his girlfriend. I love those two! They are so great! The rest of the weekend consisted of homework.

I’m so overly happy right now. I know Sean wants to take things slow, and I’m trying to take things slow, really, I am….but I can’t help how I feel. I’m crazy about him. I’m truly kinda falling in love with him. Crazy how things work out. I crushed on him as a kid and now I might be falling hard for him. The whole weekend we joked about marriage and kids and stuff…not gonna lie, I feel ready for that part of my life to start. And I can totally see it with him. I think that’s why it’s easy to talk openly about it with him. I feel like though that I get on his nerves. My over affection, my need for too much attention, me wanting to cuddle constantly, etc. He def shows me more affection and attention than Joe used to, but it’s still not enough for my personality. But I know if he gave me what I think I want, then I would get annoyed…does that make sense?

But for real, Sean is amazing. All the little things…I couldn’t ask for more right now.